I didn't plan to post anything right now, but I feel so broken right now. Some people broke into my house..
And it isn't just about the valuable stuff such as jewelery and money which they toke from us (they didn't touch any appliances/media/camera stuff) but the memories of it. My heart broke when I saw my father's look on his face.. I won't ever forget it. My dad is one of the hardest working man I know and he earned his money through hard work. And with its money he always buy something for my mother. So it's not about the money but the memories of it.. I don't know how can you recover from something like this? When you feel that everything has been stolen from you, literally? Some say that everything happens for a reason, but it's still so damn hard to understand.. But I do feel that I, myself should change. Eventhough my family and I had to go through this. I want to change myself, I won't forget the look on my parents face..
I want to work hard and accomplish great things for the sake of my parents. I don't ever want to dissappoint them again, by the way I act, the way I speak and the way I think. I want to help them in every way possible. I want to give back everything they have ever done for me. I pray to God, that I'm thankful for protecting us and blessed for everything. I pray to God that even if it's near to impossible to return some jewelery that my mom treasure so much.
Sorry for this maybe too personal post, but I need to get this of my chest. On top of it all, i have a re-exam coming up. My room is a mess (which I cleaned yesterday.. yup all hard work is gone). Police will come tomorrow to check everything again..
Thanks for listening!